Work work work!!!

Kenapa ya....????Waktu lagi sendiri, i feel so lonely.....tapi begitu ada yang menawarkan diri, i took my self back.....Gw mundur sejauh mungkin....Is it something wrong with me....? Or i just not ready to have a new path ahead???Tell me about it.....

Miss you coz the fight........

After days gone by......I passed the tragedy.....I passed the time when we had the last holiday....I passed the last decision that i decided for us to break up......When we were friends, finally.....But we had the last fight 2 days ago.....
And i dunno why you're still trying to manipulate me....
Please....we need to grow up......

Home Sweet Home.......

Akhirnya gw bisa pulang.....
Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhh......senang bangetttttt...
Finally gw tidur di tempat tidur gw......
Menghirup aroma kamar gw......uuuuhhhhmmmm....yummy...........
bisa ketemu iyo lagi yang ngegemesin.......
selama liburan itu otomatis gw have fun terus dengan iyo, temen2 gw......
Uuuuuuuhhhh sohib gw Jeng Maya.......Oke deeehhhhh....Kangen banget gw sama tuh orang...kangen bolotnya....kangen hebohnya....kangen shopholic nya.......huekekekekekeke.....
But tapi ko......iyo nangis waktu gw pulang.........
So saaaddddd....uhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu....
Don't cry my sweet little brother......You're my special one.....

Dear Bim,

Mau diapain lagi.............
Ketika saatnya tiba untuk mengakhiri suatu hubungan.....
Emang sakit sekali....
But believe me, it's just at the first time......
You'll be just fine........
Masih banyak hal-hal yang menunggumu untuk dikerjakan, jangan stuck disini.....
Hidup lo masih panjang.....
Kerjaan lo, keluarga lo, temen lo...
Semuanya slalu bersama lo......
Dibalik duka itu, ada kebahagiaan yang menanti lo...
Cheers up!!!
You still have me as your friend....
Anytime lo perlu temen untuk bicara, i'm here......
But promise me, treat yourself good.....
Don't hate yourself for what happened....
It's already in your faith......
Maybe someone out there, that you haven't known, is your real and true soulmate......
And yet, you still have me as your friend.....
You'll always be having me as your friend.......

Someone gave me his post.....

" I know i kinda push you, i realize i did make you upset. But i didn't know what to do. We talked in the car, and at the end of my cigarette, you said you wanna broke up. I didn't care of my friend at the backseat, i even didn't realize his presence. 'Coz your words were so shocking and killing me faster than those shits i've smoked. Then days gone by, you're getting closer with a friend of mine. He's starting piss me off. I still want you back but i don't want him between us. Not even as a friend of ours. I swear to you, you don't wanna know what we had before. But you're more important than him that i'm begging with. I'm still in love with you and can't stop apologize for what i did. And now i'm staring at my cigarette.........And it reminds me of what you said in that damn car....."
( Raja A. Bimasakti )