Miss you coz the fight........

After days gone by......I passed the tragedy.....I passed the time when we had the last holiday....I passed the last decision that i decided for us to break up......When we were friends, finally.....But we had the last fight 2 days ago.....
And i dunno why you're still trying to manipulate me....
Please....we need to grow up......

Home Sweet Home.......

Akhirnya gw bisa pulang.....
Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhh......senang bangetttttt...
Finally gw tidur di tempat tidur gw......
Menghirup aroma kamar gw......uuuuhhhhmmmm....yummy...........
bisa ketemu iyo lagi yang ngegemesin.......
selama liburan itu otomatis gw have fun terus dengan iyo, temen2 gw......
Uuuuuuuhhhh sohib gw Jeng Maya.......Oke deeehhhhh....Kangen banget gw sama tuh orang...kangen bolotnya....kangen hebohnya....kangen shopholic nya.......huekekekekekeke.....
But tapi ko......iyo nangis waktu gw pulang.........
So saaaddddd....uhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu....
Don't cry my sweet little brother......You're my special one.....

Dear Bim,

Mau diapain lagi.............
Ketika saatnya tiba untuk mengakhiri suatu hubungan.....
Emang sakit sekali....
But believe me, it's just at the first time......
You'll be just fine........
Masih banyak hal-hal yang menunggumu untuk dikerjakan, jangan stuck disini.....
Hidup lo masih panjang.....
Kerjaan lo, keluarga lo, temen lo...
Semuanya slalu bersama lo......
Dibalik duka itu, ada kebahagiaan yang menanti lo...
Cheers up!!!
You still have me as your friend....
Anytime lo perlu temen untuk bicara, i'm here......
But promise me, treat yourself good.....
Don't hate yourself for what happened....
It's already in your faith......
Maybe someone out there, that you haven't known, is your real and true soulmate......
And yet, you still have me as your friend.....
You'll always be having me as your friend.......

Someone gave me his post.....

" I know i kinda push you, i realize i did make you upset. But i didn't know what to do. We talked in the car, and at the end of my cigarette, you said you wanna broke up. I didn't care of my friend at the backseat, i even didn't realize his presence. 'Coz your words were so shocking and killing me faster than those shits i've smoked. Then days gone by, you're getting closer with a friend of mine. He's starting piss me off. I still want you back but i don't want him between us. Not even as a friend of ours. I swear to you, you don't wanna know what we had before. But you're more important than him that i'm begging with. I'm still in love with you and can't stop apologize for what i did. And now i'm staring at my cigarette.........And it reminds me of what you said in that damn car....."
( Raja A. Bimasakti )

Aaaaaaaaaarrrrrgggghhhhhh

Aaaaaaaaaarrrrrggggghhhhh........
Capeeeekkkkk.....Pusssiiinnngggg......
Kapan ya hari dimana gw bangun, and hari-hari gw yang ngebosenin turns to wonderful days......???

Aaaaaarrrrrggggghhhhhhh.....
Jenuh buaaanggeeetttt.....
Hari-hari gw ko malah chatting mlulu.....
Browsing mlulu........
Ngecheck blog.....
Ngecheck friendster....
Alo alo....check check....
Ada yang lain yang bisa di check ga seeehhh.....?
Cariin gw ide lain duonk....
Atau sesuatu yang lain yang bisa gw check.....
Atau someone other yang bisa gw check......;p

Anyway.....
Last but not least....
Finally....i got my freedom as a free man....
So glad to have it now.....
So exciting to live it now.....
So enjoyable and pleasure to have friends that care alot.....

I guess i'm in love with my own life...
Bukannya gw narcis.....tapi bukannya kita harus mencintai diri dan hidup kita sendiri untuk mencintai orang lain.....????
Am i right......??

Cinta.......???

Gw ga ngerti apa itu cinta.........
Selama ini apa cinta itu sepeti yang orang-orang alami?
Tapi kok....so possesive and selfish yaaaa....?
Serba mengekang kehidupan satu sama lain,
Serba mementingkan kepentingan pribadi dengan peraturan-peraturan yang lebih ribet daripada peraturan protokoler istana negara......

All i know.....
Cinta itu akan timbul begitu kita menjalani hubungan itu sendiri...
Gw lebih memilih hubungan yang saling mendukung satu sama lain....
Tanpa peraturan-peraturan yang bikin kepala botak....
Yang penting...
I know where my position is....
And he knows where his position is.....

Iya ga siiihh....?
Come on....siapapun lo yang disana...
Yang menjalani hubungan percintaan lo so strict....
Come on...we live in a real world.....
Wake up....

Cepu in a distance...:(

Tanggal 2 and 3 Mei kemaren gw ke Cepu dengan temen2 gw yang senasib and seperjuangan.......a.k.a. anak2 BPS Semarang yang gokil2 abis....walaupun 2 hr cukup lumayan membuat gw jd meringis-ringis kepanasan.....

Wuih, gila....Cepu panas banget seeeeh....and ternyata it's so far far away from Semarang...
Gw ga kebayang orang2 di Cepu yang mau ke mall......Gilaaaaa, musti ke Semarang yang jaraknya kurang lebih 4 jam an....udah basi di jalan kaleeee......Hiks...gw turut prihatin deeeh...

Anyway, perjalan Semarang ke Cepu nya lumayan okeeeyyy....Tapi perjalanan pulangnya took more hours from it's used to be.....kenapa?? walhasil ban bis nya bocor di perjalanan pulang...trus.....sepanjang jalan yang lagunya dangdut mlulu.......hiks.......

However, yasud......gw udah di Semarang again.....Haaaaahhhh.....kenapa perasaan gw mengatakan I Love Semarang...finally after 2 days in the middle of the jungle......