Living in a world of fool........

Apa kabar roemahkoe.....?

Ga kerasa banget, udah 4 bulan gw meninggalkan rumah karena kerja......
I miss my home a lot.....
Gw kangen banget dengan adek sepupu gw yang bawel and ndut itu.....
Frizio Alfaiz......Iyo....kabarmu gimana dek...
Gw tambah kangen begitu dengar Iyo yang sangat dekat dengan gw itu sakit, begitu gw meninggalkan rumah.....
Rasa stress gw jauh dari Iyo dibuktiin dengan sakitnya gw pada saat gw baru menginjakkan kaki di simprug.......
Haaaaaahhh......kadang-kadang gw pengen pergi meninggalkan ini semua untuk kembali ke rutinitas gw yang biasa dirumah....sekedar nonton tv ditemani Iyo dan kita berbaring di satu bantal sambil gw memeluk tubuhnya yang montok abis.......Plus ditemani dengan komentarnya yang bawel banget selama acara tv itu tetap menyala....
Atau sekedar mendengarkan komentarnya tentang teman2 sekolahnya begitu pulang sekolah dengan seragam yang masih menempel dan tas yang masih bergantung di pundaknya.....
Iyo.....Yaya akan pulang bulan depan dek.....Kita cerita-cerita lagi ya......

Apa kabar bunga-bunga kamboja yang dikembangkan oleh tante gw ya.....tambah banyak atau tambah sedikit.....hahahaha....Tante Ika....kangen juga sama omelan, gosip-gosipnya, dan kehebohannya setiap hari......udah lama ga survey pasar nih bareng tante gw yang gaul itu......
Tante Ika, bulan depan kita jalan-jalan and bergosip ria lagi ya.....

Apa kabar tempat tidurku yang empuk and slalu jadi ajang buat adek-adek sepupu gw loncat-loncatan......dulu gw selalu ngomel, sekarang...rasanya gw pengen ngumpulin semuanya yang bandel-bandel itu and lompat-lompatan bareng.......

Apa kabar sound system gw yang suaranya sering gw jadiin alat buat ngeledek Om gw di sebelah rumah gw ya.....??pasti jadi ajang karaokenya bokap gw....kasian sound system gw.....mendengar hal-hal yang bisa merusak iman....hahahahaha.....bayangin aja dia musti ngedengerin bokap gw cuap nyanyi dengan penuh penjiwaan....aih aih.......ga kebayang deeehhhh...

Apa kabar Kak Ida, yang bantu-bantuin di rumah...yang sering gw kerjain karena gifted talent nya itu "latahnya" yang heboh....Maaf ya Kak Ida....Tp gw pengen ngekagetin lagi nih....Naluri isengnya gw langsung muncul.....

Apa kabar mama gw yang selalu nyanyi dengan suara keras, tp ga jelas bass treble nya dimana....?Gw cuma bisa prihatin and simpati aja kepada siapapun yang mendengarnya....Tabahkan hati kalian.....!!Berjuanglah...!!!

Apa kabar parfum-parfum gw yang berjejer rapi di rak kamar gw.....Hmmmmm...I miss all of you a lot........

Apa kabar sepatu-sepatu and sendal-sendal gw yang always gw beli tp cuma gw save in their boxes.....Maaf....waktu kalian belum tiba untuk show off......

Apa kabar rumahku.......?Aromanya...nuansanya yang selalu kurindukan......
Tunggu gw.......Gw akan pulang......

Puisi Cinta untuk wanita yang kucintai.....

Aku pikir aku sendiri....
Aku pikir aku merasa sepi...
Aku pikir aku tidak dicintai...
Aku kehilangan dia dari sisi...
Aku kehilangan aromanya untuk kubaui...
Aku kehilangan tawanya untuk kunikmati...
Aku kehilangan potret diri...
Dari wanita yang kucintai...

Suatu saat bintang jatuh aku menangis...
Meratapi jiwaku yang miris...
Membenci hatiku yang teriris...
Aku disini dengan duniaku...
Dia disana dengan dunianya...
Aku tak ingin begitu...
Segalanya akan berubah secepatnya...

Mamaku...
Bundaku...
Ibuku...
Belahan hatiku...
Penguasa hidupku...

Suatu saat aku ingin dirimu berhenti...
Turunkan lengan bajumu...
Nikmati hidup ini...
Istirahatkan pikiranmu...
Cukup sudah dirimu bekerja...
Untukmu akan kulakukan cuma-cuma...
Saatnya akan tiba...
Kita berbagi cerita bersama...

Aku tau dirimu juga merindukannya...
Saat kita berbagi parfum yang sama...
Saat kita menonton film bersama...
Saat kita berbagi mangkuk yang sama...
Saat kita melakukan hal-hal gila bersama...
Saat kita tertawa bersama...
Saat kita menangis bersama...

You're my number one...
There's nothing else that i want...
Just to make you happy...
As much as you make me...
You make me proud of you...
As you always do...
I have a supermom...!!
Now i'll make you have a supergirl...!!

But everytime i ask you...
You always say there's nothing else i could do...
'Coz i already make you proud...

Ma.....,
Please....
I haven't done anything yet...
Would you say something...
And save me...
Save me by asking me to do something for you...
Save me by stop pushing yourself too hard...
Save me by always be here by my side...
Save me by taking good care of yourself...
Save me by promising me that we'll see the star falls from the sky together again...

I know that you love me...
I've had enough enjoying every bite of your love...
Now let me do it...
I want you to know that you're the only woman that i love...
I will make you enjoying every bite of my love...
I will make you as my queen and i'll serve you...
From day to night...
From Monday to Sunday...
From January to December...
From the beginning to the end of this century...
From The Sun to Pluto...
From center of this earth to the sky...
From volcano to the sea...

Ma,
There's nothing in this world can subscribe this...
There's no one else in this planet can feel like this...
I'm just loving you...
As much as i love my soul...
And loving you, makes me feel so good...

Mama...
Mama, you know i love you...
Mama....
Mama, you're the queen of my heart...
Your love is like tears from the sky...
Mama....
Just want you to know...
Loving you is like food to my soul.....
(Boyz II Men)

'Coz i adore you...
And I'm crazy about you...

From Semarang to Yogya.......

Kejadiannya sebenernya not today, it happened last weekend, April 21st, 2007.
I went to Yogya for a sweet and sweeter holiday.......
It's been a long time for me not to spend a lot of vacation time with friends of mine....
Last weekend i had that....
We went to Yogya just based on signage that we found on the street heading to Yogya...
It took about 3 hours,and there we were....Finally i could smell my favourite air.....
Yogya....hmmmm.....yummy.....delicious.....amazing......and i loved it sooooo much....
Why i said so...?Of course there were a lot stories behind the hospitality of Yogya...

I had my first love in Yogya......
I had my own independency in Yogya...
I had my first embrassing moment in Yogya...
And i had my first unforgettable long journey to Yogya....

Yogya.....How could i say my gratitude to you....??
Love has two sides, and i got that point from you...
You thought me a lot of meaning in my life...
You put me here in my own feet...with my own mind of everything...
Spreading in my head and my heart, and somehow.....
I dunno why you made me love it...more and more...
Getting love you badly.....

Wish i could spread my own wings and fly there....
Wish i could push the Nitrogen button and speed heading to you....
Wish i could make a home under the tree that you have on your palace's yard...
Wish i could do everything as my gratitude to you.....

I love you sooo much......And i will proove that to you...

Dunia terus berputar........

Baru aja gw berpikir.......

The world is spinning around
And i don't want just standing here counting the days

Dunia terus berputar
Dan gw ga mau hanya berdiri disini menghitung hari

But somehow,am i doing that......?apa itu yang sedang gw lakuin sekarang...
Nasib gw kenapa gw bikin so desperately gini.....
Gw ga pernah mau punya pikiran yang ga-ga tentang hidup dan diri gw......
Tp gw ga tau kenapa,i guess i did that unconciously....
I gotta make a mind about it.......

C spasi D......

Lo sms and telp gw lagi......???
Musti berapa kali gw bilang sm lo.....?
I don't even know what to say...
Lo ko jd telmi banget sih...
Gw udah jelasin pake' bahasa tanah air kita,lo tetep keukeuh.....
Gw jelasin dalam bahasa George Bush,lo masih ngotot.....
Darling,I am totally tired of you...
Desperately exhausted.....
C spasi D.....
Cape' Deeeehhh...

Mulai dari mana.......?

Gw ga tau harus mulai darimana........
Yang gw tau,gw bangun pagi ini kaya' editor yang diburu deadline (alias telat),mandi juga serba praktis (alias asal banget),trus berangkat ke kantor and ke warnet.....(at this moment)
Udah beberapa hari gw mengalami bad day yg akut banget...ibaratnya kanker itu udah stadium akhir....uring2an mlulu....gw bingung,gw musti ngapain lagi supaya gw ga uring2an.....tv gw udah nyala mlulu,mp4 gw hidup mlulu smp mati secara otomatis.....itulah gunanya kecanggihan teknologi abad 21 ini.....(maksud gw,batrainya udah ko'id bener),jari2 tangan gw udah mengalami metamorfosis menjadi jempol smua akibat aktifitas yg tinggi.....but still.....come one.....
Biasanya gw slalu bersemangat memulai hari2 gw......tp ko gw bete banget siiihh....
darimana gw musti mulai my new life.........?

seven thoughts after met you........

First, you were so adorable....
Second, i couldn't get you out of my head.....
Third, you keep calling me all the time....
Fourth, you're starting piss me off....
Fifth, i have to find a way to get away from you....
Sixth, i don't want to pick up your phone....
Finally, get another girl please......

waiting for a boat..........

This is the first time in my entire life doing this......(ga termasuk diary ya booo...)
Kinda nervous,kinda confuse,kinda dunno what to do....
I Woke up today with a message in my head that i'll be just fine...
I'm staying in a strange city right now....
I slept on a strange bed last night....
I woke up today with a different view as i used to see...
I woke up as a different me in a different city....
I'm living with no one as i used to have beside me....

I'm just waiting for a boat.......
To be sailed away......

I'm just waiting for a boat....
To be hold on to.....

I'm just waiting for a.........