Tonight I Can Write The Saddest Line......

Thursday, August 30th, 2007

Finally, setelah hampir sebulan ga ketemu dengan kamu, kita bertemu juga.....Di salah satu hotel di pusat kota Pahlawan ini, dengan dibayangi dan bertemu dengan Ex-Boss (ketika di Semarang)....the point is, we finally met.....Menghabiskan malam itu dengan makan dan sekedar jalan-jalan, then i picked a bracelet for you.....And you follow my choice....It was absolutely nice.....

Friday, August 31st, 2007

Today will be our last day for us to meet...Besok jam 1 siang, aku musti ke Malang dengan rombongan kantor....Walaupun dengan berat hati meninggalkanmu, tetap kulakukan, walaupun perasaanku mengatakan, today will be our last time to meet....
Pertemuan terakhir....Huh...Klise....tapi mungkin itu yang akan terjadi setelah apa yang terjadi hari ini dan besok pagi........Malam ini aku rawat kamu....Kujaga dan kuurus seperti aku merawat sepupu-sepupu kecilku dulu......Tapi kamu bukan sepupu kecilku...Kamu, hati kecilku....Yang dengan ikhlas kurawat.....Tapi, mengapa aku tak pernah bisa jadi hati kecilmu..??I'm doing everything that you want me to do......But i got nothing....

Saturday, September 1 st, 2007

I was the first person that u saw when you opened your eyes this morning.....I haven't slept last night until i saw your smile this morning.....You got a hangover, and i got a headache.....You didn't even say sorry at all....Damn....Poor You....and how stupid i am....And i'm still doing everything that you want to do.....
Then it's 11.30 am, i called the taxi, and you asked me.......
"kamu mau pulang sekarang....???"
And i said......
"ya....ini udah jam berapa, aku harus pulang.Aku berangkat ke Malang jam 1 ini..."
And still, you didn't even say sorry.......
When the taxi came, and it was 11.45 am, i said....
"aku pulang ya.....laundry jangan lupa, titipan buat fina juga, kamu juga mandi sana biar segeran.....take care your self......"
And i don't want to see your face....
It was a really goodbye from me i hope...Since you never hold me in your head......
And i've spent so many tears just for you in 2 days......

"Goodbye my lover.....
Goodbye my friend....
You have been the one....
You have been the one for me...."
(James Blunt-Goodbye My Lover)